The Unexplainable Feeling of Longing: A Place Your Soul Called Home

The unexplainable feeling of longing for a place, that one does not even know and never feel like to relate with that place before, it can be a sign of recognizing the identity of a soul. Seeing a picture of a certain place may trigger a soul to feel the great longing, the feeling like they have been there before. The spiritualists believe oneself may experience the feeling similar to déjà vu, while it is also called as recognizing the true home of the soul. It sounds like soul-searching, and maybe it is.

When the unknown feeling suddenly appears, it feels like a myth that needs a body of proof. Some says it is the feeling of loneliness, but some say it is probably a strange feeling that’s called saudade. The spiritualists, and also for those who believe more about God and everything metaphysical tends to prefer the latter. Have you ever felt a weird feeling in your chest, the heavy and strong feeling of longing about something you are not sure about?

According to the Wikipedia.com; Saudade is a deep emotional state of nostalgic or profound melancholic longing for an absent something or someone that one loves. Moreover, it often carries a repressed knowledge that the object of longing might never return.

If one has experienced the feeling of misplace about where one currently resides, there is a possibility that the soul wants to feel the nostalgia of being somewhere out there.

The first origin nature of the soul knows what it wants, but the outer mind can’t process the unknown images that are never been there before. It is the absence of the mind that prevents the soul from reaching its peak to release a deep emotional state and melancholy. Thereafter, the feeling can baffle the mind from understanding the situation.

Maybe there are people out there, who come across with a picture of a beautiful place on the internet, and suddenly their tears start falling out of nonsense. It such nonsense to cry for nothing, but maybe it is the soul who cries, longing for a place that once called home.

Take this for example; a woman wants to go travelling, but she isn’t sure where to go, and so, when she tries to look on the internet, she comes across with many of beautiful places. Until then, she found a certain place she never saw before in Italy. Through the images, her eyes lingered, and tears starts falling. Her mind cannot process why she cries for a place she has never seen before, but she feels really relate to that place.

There are probably people that have a strange feeling of wanting something, like an urge to go away from anyone, locking themselves up from the world for a while. Sometimes a person wants to hide away somewhere far away, don’t feel like losing oneself in an alleyway. Many people won’t understand with being in a state of isolation, because it’s such an unusual thing to be happened.

That’s why it is called as the feeling of saudade. It’s not understandable, being melancholy without a reason to be known. But perhaps, one day, the person who has experienced the feeling itself can find the reason why. Since it is a matter of heart, each soul has the answer. Every journey will lead someone to learn about something.

Know the unknown, to reveal the mystery.


The article is first published on 29 July 2017, https://themindsjournal.com/the-unexplainable-feeling-of-longing-a-place-your-soul-called-home/

Understanding Our Minds: Between Intuition and Assumption

Have you ever got a gut of feeling, but you weren’t sure of what you felt?

The people that are older than us tend to give a simple advice to be always sure of what we feel for ourselves, and to trust our first gut of feeling when something happened.

It is true that what we feel for the first time, especially when nothing triggers our mind to have such thoughts, it comes from our inner self, or as some of the spiritualists called it as our higher divine.

Human’s mind is mysterious and complicated to be understood. Understanding your perspective of how you see the world, either in a bigger picture or smaller picture. One can only hones their thoughts throughout life and experience. Every mind creates difference thought, depends on everyone’s surrounding.

Whether when we are alone, looking out at the street view behind the cafe’s window, or when we are in the middle of doing something in the crowd, sometimes, there is a single hunch comes into our minds. If it comes when nothing triggers our minds, there is a chance that our higher divine is trying to send a message. But sometimes when we see a certain sign, it can also work out. For example, like seeing a black crow, which some says it means that a bad omen comes for the one who sees it, such as death.

Or another example of our everyday life when we meet someone new, we usually have certain impression about someone that we don’t know after all. Such impression hovered in our minds, making us conflicted whether to think of this or that someone as a good person or an evil person.

Anything is possible, but don’t be dead sure about everything. A glimpse of thought can become a mere assumption if we don’t take things heedfully.

If that’s the case, now is time for the crucial question: Is your instinct playing a trick on you?

Between intuition and assumption, there’s a flimsy difference. One can only be certain of their instinct after a related event occurs. That is being said, human’s mind is the mystery of the unknown.

An assumption is a thought in the wake of occurrence about we think of something. It is usually born from a wishful thinking, and the result may vary, depends on one’s background, religion, and environment.

It doesn’t matter where we come from or what education we receive, it is all about our spirituality. The more we have a deeper spiritual aspect in our life, the more understanding we will receive about our intuition, and for that, we can distinguish the thoughts that come into our mind, whether it is really our instinct that takes part, or it is just a mere and shallow assumption.



​The article is first posted on 05 July 2017, https://themindsjournal.com/understanding-our-minds-between-intuition-and-assumption/ 

The 2017 July Summer/Winter BOOKS SALE by Smashwords!

It’s been a year since these books (my babies & lovers as well 😘) have been published in 2016. Some days ago, Smashwords sent me an email, informing me about their books sale event. And then I thought, why not celebrate it together then?

My books (eBooks) are participating for Smashwords Summer/Winter Books Sale during July 2017. All for 50% off!

The Salt Prejudice: $ 1.50 USD (Regular Price $ 4.99 USD)
Royal Arcanum: $ 2.50 USD (Regular Price $ 4.99 USD)
White Foxes: $ 2.50 USD (Regular Price $ 2.99 USD)

If you’re interested to learn about my books, please kindly click on the book page section on my blog, or you can visit my Smashwords profile.

So then, let me know what you think of them!

Click here to purchase my eBook(s) ☄

Date: July 1 – 31, 2017
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Unofficial Book Teaser – Roses Bones by Keefe R.D

Here’s a little vision about Roses Bones book. Some parts capture the vibe of the story.

The publication for Roses Bones will be released in the end of 2017. For you who want to know more, please stay tuned. 😊✨

A little insight: In Roses Bones story, 19-year-old Cathy Charlotte encounters the unexpected truth she must confront in order to save her royal family from evil souls.

P.S: This is the unofficial book teaser for Roses Bones novel, which is book three in the Royal Arcanum Series. All clips and song belong to their respective owners, this includes Tom Odell’s song, Can’t Pretend.

Spotlight: Royal Arcanum Trilogy


About the series:

Royal Arcanum story is started from the perspective of Cathy Charlotte, who has an unexpected journey of self-discovery that she is a royal descendant. She is a naïve girl in the first two books, until she finds out in the next books that there is more than to this life. She has a royal family from maternal side, where everyone in the family seems hiding a dark secret from each other, dangerous secrets that can empower the unseen world. They fight for hunting down the sacred knowledge that is—Royal Arcanum. She wants to believe that there is good in everything, but her heart is shattered with the evilness that some of her family members are capable of doing. Her journey is involving a group of angels known as Chandelier Order, of whom having omnibus eyes in the story. They are the guardian of the secrets and knowledge that are being hunted by the evil people. The Witch and her demons are also chasing after the royal secrets. There are complications that need to be done. Would Cathy be able to save her family from malevolent souls?

About the publication:

There will be seven books in the series of Royal Arcanum. The first installment is published online since March 2016, and the second installment on December 2016, while the third installment will be released in the end of 2017. 

The books are self-publishing. The e-Book is sold on several online retailers, while the paperback is only available for sale in Indonesia with Print On Demand method. The e-Book price may vary, depends on each retailers, while the paperback is set.

About the writing process:

The first book, Royal Arcanum was written in the end of 2012 for four months, since there was a revision, the first book officially finished on 2013. The second book, White Foxes was written in 2014 for six months, and with the revision, it was finished on 2015. So on, a year later, Royal Arcanum and White Foxes were published publicly in the same year of 2016, but the first publication on 2016 from the same author was The Salt Prejudice, which is a collection of spiritual poems and short stories.

Book Study: Tragedi Setan: Iblis dalam Psikologi Sufi oleh Peter J.Awn

Book Study:

Tragedi Setan: Iblis dalam Psikologi Sufi oleh Peter J.Awn (Buku Terjemahan)

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BOOK REVIEW:

Enam hari saya selesai membaca buku ini, dua minggu sebelumnya saya selalu mempertanyakan konsep spiritual tentang takdir dan pilihan manusia, apakah Allah SWT memberikan manusia kebabasan pilihan, ataukah apapun pilihan yang kita tempuh akan berakhir sesuai yang dikehandaki-Nya? Saya tidak menyangka buku yang lagi-lagi saya pilih ‘secara acak’ dari lemari buku akhirnya menjawab rasa penasaran saya! Nah, saatnya untuk review:

Topik penelitian tentang Tragedi Iblis ini awalnya dipresentasikan untuk Tesis doktoral di Universitas Harvard pada musim semi tahun 1978. Buku yang akhirnya diterbitkan tahun 1983 ini menjabarkan definisi-definisi tentang Iblis dalam pandangan yang penuh dengan kontradiksi. Entahlah apakah Peter J.Awn sendiri bingung dengan apa yang ditulisnya, pemahaman dari pandangan A bisa berlari ke B, lalu si penulis menyalahkan pandangan A dan beralih membenarkan pandangan B, lalu menemukan pandangan C, dan hal yang sama berulang, sampai akhirnya kembali mendukung pemahaman A. Tulisan dalam buku ini tidak konsisten dalam menuliskan pandangan tentang seluk-beluk dunia Iblis dan sejarahnya. Pada akhir ringkasan, Peter J.Awn mengakui bahwa kutipan-kutipan buku yang ia gunakan untuk bukunya memang didasarkan dari masing-masing tulisan para penulis buku yang hanya berpatokan pada ‘asumsi belaka’ karena sesungguhnya tidak ada yang benar-benar mengetahui sejarah kehidupan Iblis, namun semua tahu apa yang menjadi misi abadi sang Iblis, dan semua agama memiliki doktrin yang sama tentang hal itu, yakni mengoda manusia menuju jalan kegelapan.

Buku ini juga menjabarkan pemahaman yang agak ‘twisted’ dan ‘conflicted’ dengan kepercayaan religi yang sudah ada di masyarakat, yaitu saat penulis mendukung pemahaman bahwa Iblis sosok yang patut dikasihani karena terperangkap dalam kutukan abadi dari Tuhan setelah mengalami tragedi pengusiran dari surga karena menolak perintah Tuhan untuk bersujud kepada Nabi Adam. Iblis diasumsikan memiliki mata satu, ini sebagai metafor bahwa Iblis hanya dapat melihat dan memaknai jalan kegelapan dan menghiraukan jalan cahaya.

Si penulis menjabarkan dari sisi pandangan psikologi sufi, dimana benih-benih ajaran Iblis melekat pada sufi, namun sufi memandangnya sebagai kecintaan dan kasih sayang karena memilih untuk berpandangan positif, dan merubah pola berpikir bahwa segala hal terjadi bahkan tragedi dapat terjadi karena kehendak tuhan.

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Book Quotes – Reincarnation: The Cycle of Necessity by Manly P. Hall

Greetings!

I’ve just finished reading another great book last week by Manly P. Hall, he was a professor/philosopher in the field of spiritual world. I thought I’d be happy to share on this blog the quotes that I’ve highlighted in purpose for spiritual learning about reincarnation and karma. Anyway, his books are not pretty easy to find around the internet, it took me a long time to find some of his books through link by link on Google, I was actually more like stuck and lost, and surprisingly in the end, I could find his book about reincarnation.

Quotes from book “Reincarnation: The Cycle of Necessity” by Manly P. Hall

  • It is obvious that no one can be compelled to accept a belief because that belief is enlightened. ~By Way of Introduction, Pg.12
  • Literally the word reincarnation means to incarnate again, to be re-embodied, or more accurately, to be re-enflashed; to return after death to the physical of terms. ~Pg.15
  • “Immortality” simply means the deathlessness of the spirit. Immortality is agreed upon by the greater part of the human race, but as the term does not imply any necessity for physical rebirth the belief in immortality is not synonymous with the belief in reincarnation. ~Pg.17
  • “Personality” is the term applied to the complex of mind, emotion, sense, and form. Personalities are those objective parts of man’s composite nature which are discernible or uninformed. To most people reincarnation signifies the re-embodiment of their personalities. This is the key to the confusion in Isis Unveiled wherein Mme. Blavatsky insists that personalities are not reborn except under unusual conditions. ~Pg.18
  • “Memory of Past Lives” : in both the Eastern and Western schools the memory of past lives is awakened only after initiation into the Mysteries. This memory is preserved in the permanent self and may be contacted when the lower personality is lifted up by discipline into communion or participation with the self. For the uninitiated there is no advantage in remembering past personalities. ~Pg.19-20
  • There was no escape from the laws of life and death except the ultimate Nirvana. ~Previous Life of Buddha, Pg.35
  • Wisdom does not bestow immortality upon the body rather it elevates the consciousness, giving patience, and understanding. ~Previous Life of Buddha, Pg.35
  • We all believe what we desire to believe, and those who desire to be immortal attempt to believe immortality into a fact. ~Pg.40
  • To one who has lived long, long life means little; to a world that has experienced much, suffered much, mellowed with ages of existence. ~Pg.40
  • The Koran (Al-Quran) is the final authority of Islam. The enthusiastic moslem declares that not one line, not one character; not even a single punctuation mark of the Koran has ever been changed. They advance this book as the only scriptural writing in the world that has not suffered the corruption of revision or translation. ~Reincarnation in Islam, Pg.61
  • The Koran contains one Sura that is interpreted by numerous modern moslem as authority for the belief in metempsychosis, “God generates beings, and here they return to him.” This statement appears to be specific and incapable of other interpretation, but it is only fair to say that reincarnation is a disputed point in Islamic orthodoxy. ~Pg.62

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Book Teaser – Roses Bones (The Royal Arcanum Series #3)

Will you wait, surrender, or make a move? The truth is, only you, yourself who can know the answer for a truth in your life. Some says; if you give up, you can’t never know, if you seek, maybe you’ll know. But the truth is, no one will know the mystery, unless it flashes before your eyes. But some says the truth is bitter. No one can make a decision for your life, unless you let them. Will you find it?

*Note: I know it’s still a long way to go, but I always get excited to share this with people who follow the story throughout the Royal Arcanum series. For anyone who doesn’t know about the first installment, you can read further on the book menu, since this one is showing a book teaser for the third installment, which is Roses Bones. Okay, If anyone ever wondering, it’s not literally a rose that has bone, nope, it’s some kind of metaphor, but you’ll only find out if you read the full story. Thank you^^

Sincerely,

Keefe R.D

 

White Foxes is hitting 1400 downloads, Surprise attack

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So truly thrilled with this news from Insta Freebie, that White Foxes eBook giveaway is hitting 1400 downloads, and still counting…

Thank you so much for everyone who has claimed a copy of White Foxes’ eArc, and also thank you if you are interested to read more about the Royal Arcanum Series. It means the world to me, LOL.

By the way, the eBook giveaway will be ended on 22 January 2017, so claim your own copy before it’s too late.

Here’s the link: https://www.instafreebie.com/free/NKCr0?source=author

Book Study: The Garden of Truth by Seyyed Hossein Nasr

Berikut flashback cerita, sebelum saya mempelajari buku The Garden of Truth;

Beberapa hari yang lalu, saya memilih film The Matrix (Keanu Reeves) seri pertama karena sebenarnya sedari kecil hanya menonton sekilas-sekilas, dan juga sering melihat random fans page di facebook mengunggah post tentang kutipan-kutipan film tersebut. Alhasil, saya penasaran untuk menonton film nya dari awal sampai habis.

Beberapa hari kemudian, saya ingin membaca buku berjudul The Garden of Truth karya Seyyed Hossein Nasr, buku tersebut diterjemahkan ke Indonesia dari penerbit Mizan. Saya membutuhkan 9 hari untuk menyelesaikan buku tersebut. Ternyata pengarang buku tersebut adalah seorang professor, dan bahasa-nya agak sulit untuk dipahami, saya membaca berjalan berlahan seperti kura-kura agar dapat memahami maksud dan isi dari buku tersebut.

Sebenarnya, saya merasa seperti mengalami sinkronisasi yang menakjubkan saat di tengah-tengah membaca buku tersebut, karena tidak menyangka, seakan-akan buku dan film yang saya tonton dalam kurun waktu yang berdekatan memiliki persamaan makna walaupun berbeda jubah. Keduanya sama-sama memiliki pesan moral bahwa kita ini sedang tertidur di alam kehidupan sehari-hari, dan akan terbangun saat kita tersadar, dan juga tentang pencarian jati diri kita yang sebenarnya, serta tentang kebenaran. Continue reading